To didi ! IM SORRY !

This message is for my dearest didi :)
Dear , can you forgive me fer the last ?
Yeah i know tht i've hurt you many times ..
I know tht's not easy to forgive person like me ,,
I know tht ..
I know however im doing wrong to you i'll say the same words ..
I know tht ur love to me now it not tht much tht i think ..
I'm regret what i've done to you ..
SERIOUSLY !
Mohammed , pls for give me ..
I want to build the new building of love with you nnd serious in our r'ship ..
Please i PROMISE you tht i'll be the perfect girl tht you want ..
Ya i noe now im not the perfect girl or angel for you ..
But lately or maybe one day , I'll hear you saying tht im the perfect girl/angel fer your life ..
Bhy , i promise tht i'll never do things tht you didny like it ..
I promise i'll never repeat the same mistake tht i've done to you ..
I promise tht i'l never hurt you anymore ..
I promise i'll be the perfect one nnd only fer you .
I'll try my best to make u trust me ..
I've do ur life not happier at all , i know there's nothing special day for you since you with me ..
I'm the girl tht make your life MERANA DAN SAKIT HATI LAGI2 MEYUSAHKAN U..
Tol tak ?
But b , tis time pls trust me , i'll change !
I will never do things tht u didnot like ..
Pls I PROMISE TO YOU AND GOD !
Swear !
Now im trying to make you happy ..
Pls give me a space to show you tht i really want to change n promise !
Pls dont you mention the 5 letter words ...
I CANT bear without you in my life , i tk sanggup nk lps kn u b ..
Percaya i kali nie i mohon !
We've hav promise tht we will never end our r'ship
Whether there's a rough wave tht we go through we promise tht we'll nver mention tht word ..
Still remember ?
So this is the wish fer you ;
Well TODAY is 18 , tht's our 1yr 1monthsary ..
Hope we can last long aite !
We must be strong to build our love !
I noe frm the first we started our r'ship till now there's nothing special moment for you ..
I noe i've hurt you many times ..
Bt now i wanna make you happy , i wanna hear frm ur mouth tht im special for you ,
nnd u happy with me ..
I wanna hear tht b ..
Im sorry if i've made you mad ..
Ya i noe im not the perfect one for you ..
i noe tht ..
Bt slowly we go on , 1day i'll hear frm ur mouth tht im th perfect girl for you ..
I wish i could hear tht one day ..
I miss you dear !
Its ok if u dont wanna wish for me ..
I understand ..
And i noe u still angry with me ..
Bt u dont wanna show it to me ..
All i cn say is , this time i really2 wanna change and promise to u tht i will nvr do things tht you dont like it .. Trust me !
I love you, i need you in my life till god take my life away ..
Swear i do love you ! I've many wish nnd hpes in my life ..
one of my hope is i really2 want to married wit you ..
SERIOUS !
I WANNA BE UR WIFE NND U BE MY HUSBAND !
DONT LET ME GO FROM UR LIFE ..I TK SANGGUP !
SUMPAH DMI ALLAH DMI AL'QURAN DMI TUHAN !
lAST ONCE AGAIN, HAPPY ONE YEAR ONE MONTHSARY SAYANG !
MMWUAKXX !